Jai Sriman Narayana !!
Jai Anjaneya !!
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Prasakthashrumukhi Thvevam Bruvathi Janakathmaja |
Adhogathamukhi Bala
Vilapthumupachakramey ||
Unmaththeva Pramaththeva
Bhranthachiththeva Shochathi |
Upavruththa Kishoriva
Viveshtanthi Mahithaley ||
Raghavasya Pramaththasya Rakshasa
Kamaroopina |
Ravanena Pramathyahamanitha
Kroshathibalath ||
Rakshasi Vashamapanna
Bhartharyamana Sudharunam |
Chinthayanthi Sudhukkarthi Naham
Jeevithumupthsahey ||
Na Hi Mey Jeevithey Nartha
Naivarthanya Cha Bhooshanam |
Vasanthya Rakshasi Madhye
Vinaramam Maharatham ||
Sita was completely out of her
usual self with face hung down, whispered to herself about her pathetic state
and wept bitterly, she fell down on the ground and cried like a barmy woman “I
was abducted by the mighty Ravana who has the power to assume any form while
Rama was away. I don’t want to live a wretched
life in extreme anxiety and grief under the control of dreadful demons. It is meaningless to live in the midst of
awful demons, without the great charioteer Rama. Why my heart is still alive? Why it is not
giving up beating with these sorrows and grief?
It must be made of iron that is the reason it remains without any harm. I am living a sinful life without Rama to
protect me; I feel ashamed of myself, I am not a chaste wife to Rama, who is
the Lord of Earth and a pleasant talker.
I am living a horrible life without my husband on the other side of the
ocean, I have no interest to live, let them consume my body by cutting into
pieces; I am unable to endure the grief for long time in the absence of my
husband. I will not let wicked Ravana to
touch even my left foot; he is apt to be rejected for his cruel and immoral
nature. I will sacrifice my life in
blaze, so that Ravana cannot get hand on me.
Rama is wise, righteous, compassionate and prominent; I doubt he too
became heartless due to my misfortune.
Rama killed fourteen thousand demons in Janasthana, why he is not coming
for my protection? He is well capable to
conquer powerless Ravana who had detained me under his custody. Rama killed the mighty Viradha in Dandaka
forest, why he is not coming for my protection?
Though the city of Lanka located across the vast ocean, Rama’s arrows are
powerful, fierce and capable to take away the life of enemies. Why mighty Rama is not capable to protect his
dearest wife from the demons? I suspect
that Rama and Lakshmana are not aware of my existence, if Rama came to know
about the plight of my situation will he tolerate? Jatayu, King of birds, must have informed
Rama about the incident of abduction by Ravana, unfortunately he was severely
wounded while battling with Ravana.
Jatayu, though he was old and weak, he entered in a fight with Ravana to
protect me. If Rama came to know about my
miserable situation, it is definite that he will make the Earth without demons
with his powerful arrows. Rama will
destroy the City of Lanka, he will dry up the vast ocean and will destroy the
glories of Ravana. Subsequently the
women in every house will undergo the same sorrows and grief which I am facing
now; they will grieve over the death of their husbands. Rama and Lakshmana will conduct rigorous search
for me all over the city of Lanka, city of demons and will not leave even a
single enemy. This glorious city of
Lanka will soon become a funeral ground with infinite funeral pyre crammed with
vultures. There is not much time left to
turn my desires in to real, in a short while there will be mass destruction and
the city will be deprived of its glory.
Once the wicked Ravana is being killed, this unconquerable city will
lose its charm like a woman who lost her husband. In a short time, I could hear the cries of
woman who are grieving over the death of their husbands; the city of Lanka will
be burnt by the arrows of Rama, along with its darkness and lustful
demons. Is that valorous Rama with red
color on the corner of eyes aware of my existence is Ravana’s palace? There is
not much time left for the execution of verdict of Ravana, which will not do
any good to him, these carnivores have no virtue and are unaware of righteousness;
eventually it will cause complete annihilation of their clan. I am miserable without the presence of Rama;
I am yearning for his mesmerizing appearance, if anyone to provide me with
poison, I would have consume it happily and reach the abode of Lord Yama. If Rama and Lakshmana aware of my existence,
they will definitely conduct search all through the Earth
OR
The valiant Rama must have left
his mortal body on earth due to extreme grief of separation and attained the celestial
world, deities, Siddhas, Sages and Gandharvas are fortunate to witness my
husband who has long beautiful eyes like lotus petal or Rama who is desirous of
virtuousness, intelligent and has perfect control over the senses must have
lost interest in me, but only the ungrateful companions will break their
friendship, Rama is not like that. Why I
have to go through these difficulties in the absence of Rama, Am I lacking virtues?
all my fortunes have weakened? I don’t
deserve to live without the righteous Rama who is destroyer of enemies and a
great warrior.
OR
The two brave men/Rama and
Lakshmana must have discarded their weapons in the woods and became forest
dwellers depending on fruits and tubers.
OR
Rama and Lakshmana might have
killed by the wicked King of demons. If
so, it is appropriate for me to sacrifice my life, even the death is not
embracing me at this moment. My
salutation to those virtuous Sages who discarded sins and controlled senses are
fortunate who have no awareness of pleasure or displeasure; they need not
undergo the fear or sorrow out of pleasure or displeasure. I have no desire to live under the detention
of wicked Ravana after leaving the righteous Rama who has controlled senses.
